"Triangular
Pain"
Silent screams gather up inside with no place to go,
Deception and delusion driving me to madness,
Something crawling inside me from the depths of my soul,
A pain that lingers with a hunger way too intense.
Everything that was right has turned to wrong,
and all that protected me has turned me to stone,
I with a heart wide open and going strong,
find myself showered by the stinging pain of being alone.
Oh God I trusted you right from the start,
Oh God I trusted you to not leave me feeling so alone and hurt.
Oh God I trusted you in my lifetime to never depart,
And you say now I should still trust you with my heart.
I've forgiven you for loving me and being with them,
I've forgiven you from when the first lie began,
I've forgiven you for putting me in a closet to hide,
I've forgiven you for every truth you denied.
And now you're gone to be with him,
Saying only that our love won't end,
I wonder what would you expect me to do,
knowing all the love I have belongs to you?
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