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Because of our lack of the ability to express our true feelings early in a relationship we often lose site of reality. Our dreams, wants, and desires overwhelm us in a flurry of uncontrolled emotion despite our urge to remain in control.
If by chance those feeling combine with mutual feelings from another then logic is just an afterthought. As our emotions spread from our heart all parts of our body are overwhelmed in a flood of desire for us to be one with another.
At this time we are vulnerable to the insanity of uncontrollable desire. The sweetness of such insanity permeates our body with the desire to hold and be held by our special partner whom we shower with love.
Ultimately the sweetness of such a union will fade and logic will rear it's head back and scowl at our youthful desire and again take control of our mind often times causing us to fell stupid and irresponsible.
We should at this time concentrate on mixing logic and insanity to the point of loving without expectations while striving to meet the goals in life we set for ourselves. Those of us fortunate enough to achieve that balance will soon know the meaning of true happiness.
Until then we are just going through the mistakes and successes that spread their branches into our paths and indeed permeate our souls to the point where disappointment and happiness reside simultaneously within us.
Until we achieve true happiness, the best we as humans can hope is for there to be sanity when none is truly desired thereby allowing our uncontrolled emotions to survive in the same spiritual body as our logical minds, together as one; hopefully to be joined with another in a lifetime of happiness. _ |
copyright Bob McDearmid 1999 |
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