"Foundations and Insecurities"

My body is tied up in the sturdy knots of insecurity. Always I'm careful not to break the fragile walls of our firm foundation, a foundation of communication and trust.

But I'm frightened by the inconsistencies surrounding me.   As I deal with life on a day to day basis, I find myself hiding within my dreams and fantasies.

In hiding I fear not reality or truth,  but the mental anguish of giving love and not being loved,  of giving care and not be cared for, of wanting you close and being pushed away.