Awaking to the morning suns bright piercing fire,
I ponder last nights sweet dreams of desperate desire.
Opening my eyes I gaze upon the empty space at my side,
and lose myself in memories of where you once did reside.

Wishing to gaze upon your eyes, your lips, your body, your face,
sadly beside me I find only your fragrance and empty space.
Wanting to feel your warm sensuous body lying close to mine,
I find myself starring at your picture, my only link to that time.

Every night I find myself sleeping without having rest,
as I find me always putting myself to the test.
My mind rapidly working toward a logical decision,
yet my eyes unable to focus on a permanent vision.

Unable to stop the tears quickly swelling up inside my eyes,
I find them slowly rolling down my cheeks as my heart silently cries.
I find myself deliberating on results of past decisions made,
still I'm unable to think of a way in which you would have stayed.

Now I find myself thinking constantly of all that is you,
and how can I bring you back ; "Oh God what can I do?"
Do you honestly think that I would be so insane,
that I would let you go if there was a way for you to remain.

Loving you so desperately each and every passing day,
giving you words of love hoping you will forever stay.
Finding myself wondering if its because I'm so insecure,
tell me, do I search for a healing where there is no cure?

Always my mind is focused on you being so far away and gone.
Oh darling I wish seeing you was as easy as picking up the phone.
Please my princess remember if you'll have me I'll come there,
and bring you back in my arms, with a lifetime to share.